I was at a conference with some people from Todd Bentley’s ministry and one man said to me, “You have been asking about your destiny”

He asked me to open my mouth and I did, He placed something (invisible) on my tongue and I swallowed it. I felt something in my stomach that kind of burned like.

I asked the Lord what it was and if it was from Him, (I always have prayed protection when I went to conferences)

I told my friend what had happened and she said that what happened to me, happened in Ezekiel 2 and 3.

I read it and was deeply afraid. Fear of the Lord. I already was doing similar things and the reception wasn’t good. I didn’t have a backbone of steal, or a forehead like flint. I was bold when the holy spirit was on me, but basically I was one that wanted friends.

The Lord has asked me over and over, if I will obey Him, even if He remains my only friend (besides my husband) I am compelled to obey Him at any cost. It’s strange how he chooses unlikely people to do things.

He then sent my husband and myself on a Journey, questioning everything that we knew and had been taught to be true.

We are in a place of preparation and learning, and then when He sends us back in, we will have to have a forehead like flint, and a backbone like steal. Being on the internet is training for me, in more ways than one.
It’s ironic that our Lord has spoken to us through the very people we will be sent to correct. My friend Jeannine has for 5 years, not understood why it is important to go back in. She just wants to go evangelize with the true Gospel. She is now getting the revelation that the “Church” needs to be evangelized!

She is deeply greived as she herself has been s part of this group, ss well as her sister and son. Who are with lou Engles ministry.

It seems to us that He is preparing us all seperatly and in small ways using us on test flights, then suddenly He will send all those He’s called to this task and it will be His movement.

I have wept and interceeded over the church in groanings that my husband thought someone died.

When we are sent back in the weeping will be over, and those that are His will hear His voice.

I guess if we had never been in that movement, we wouldn’t care as much as we do. Even
Though the people in that movement, do not see what we’re saying, or that we are caring.

It says if we were sent to a people of a different language, that they would listen, but we are sent to a rebellious house, and few will listen.

I believe you guys have done an excellent job with using. Scripture to bring correction and truth. The rebellious do not like it, they will try to cause offense to make you ineffective.

We cannot afford to be offended.

Blessings to you both.

EW